blue

i am painting like a crazy everything is a mess
i am a mess
the environment is a mess my thoughts are a mess floating in the clouds of thoughts and colour
everything seems to become only blue again
everything takes me away to a different world
to a world in myself
i forget the present
i think of the past and i await the future
my mind seems to melt and become one
with my painting
its like a drug
i start and cant stop
its like living in a different world for a moment of time
and
the awakening pushes you back
to the cold and white reality